Russian power
Moves missiles
Charges men
The west gaslit
As hot money talks
Oil flows crimson
Through cracks in the ice
Tradeoffs and limits
Smoke and mirrors
Military intelligence
Another year in Ukraine
With the lights out
Russian power
Moves missiles
Charges men
The west gaslit
As hot money talks
Oil flows crimson
Through cracks in the ice
Tradeoffs and limits
Smoke and mirrors
Military intelligence
Another year in Ukraine
With the lights out
I had
A poem
In mind
Just then
But now
I think
I didn’t
In childhood we wear
Each year like a badge
Until
they fade
Into decades
…
As threads
grow bare
We count
the pins
And hold
Those badges
Tightly
The most contagious #poems
Thrive in closed spaces
Pass to close contacts
Rise to ah beyond one
Engender variations
Provoke occasional conferences
And endless reflection
On impacts
Drop-off
Snatched car park kiss,
Bags in hand,
Bands around the ears,
Lift to the wrong floor.
Buzzed onto the ward,
Past PPE tabled,
Nurse concierge ushers:
The partners are barred.
Eyes meet above masks,
Wink,
Feet fleet,
Half-wave,
No hug,
And out.
Tension knot
In the stomach,
From moorings untied.
Phantom
I eat at home alone
After two days
And I can trace the ghost
Of a mask on my face
And feel cradled kicks
In my belly
A lonely thought
About ‘welcome home’ flowers
Is that they might wither
Unseen by the door
Limbo
I am a new dad
Who has had
Three full nights’ sleep
On bedsheets I only just hung out to dry
I’ve hoovered and cleaned
The pots and pans and tools
Have been tidied away
I have some photos
Of you on my phone
The lawn is mown and edged
The borders are weeded
Every so often
A text or a call
I planted petunias
In a line to the door
My skin-to-skin t-shirt
Is still in its box
I try not to over-water
Poor reception
Never had so many people lend an ear
I didn’t want to borrow
On over-watering
Crying in showers
Is a practical choice;
You just have to mind
The acoustics.
Time
It took two days
To write an email
Putting the miles in
Tripping over
Dusty floorboards
Too busy to write
Right now in the kitchen:
A call to the crib
Fear of loss
Last night you dreamtYour head explodedAs you felt yourself slipping awayYou tried to tell me you loved meImploredPlease look after herI am reducedAs I hang out clothes in minatureThe dehumidifier humsAnd I just want us to writeA happier ending
Levity
Today you winced in mirth
Shook your head
At toilet Ted
Your childhood bear
Now sporting a nappy
Whose scatalogical nonsense
Dislodged a wet clot.
We phoned the midwife
For the encore
Differences
See how much
A room can change
With a profusion of pillows
Twin milking machines
Rows of cards
Climb bookcase shelves
Soft toys perch
On the chest of drawers
You on mine
Rising tide of your breathing
Coffee cup empty
My stomach stirs too
Daylight creeps
Between the blinds
Falls on the swaddling
Vase in the corner
A V of white lillies
From bud into bloom
Flush filter feeders
Bioaccumulating
Toxic Brexit bile
I.
When you got back from Madeira
You flashed holiday snaps:
An exhibition of stones found by children,
Trestled in neat labelled lines
Beside placards in four languages
Of the things said rocks resembled.
Nestled incongruously
In the front row:
A scrotum
And clitoris
In pride of place.
Not everyone finds one of those
On their travels,
We laughed,
At least they were checking for lumps.
II.
In a chance coming together
Of worldly antiquities
In the sterile hours long after closing,
Adonis lost a chiseled finger
To the permanence of marble,
Venus chippped an alabaster buttock,
Abraded her braids in dismay
Over her unyielding belly.
Pearly tears of frustration
Fell from their cracked exhibition
And were ground
Into plaster dust underfoot,
Proclaimed after dawn
To be footprints of vandals.
The glamour was televised
Sword-waving mutant fights
Not
The narcoleptic apathy
Domestic arguments
About licking Lycra
Allergies
Overspending on hairspray
Fur-balled halitosis
Marks from the Claw Shield
Down the armrest
Of the interest-free sofa
Programmed pre-prognostication
30 seconds of British Gas adverts
That couldn’t be skipped
Before you got to ‘sight beyond sight’
And a recap of the recent past
Which
As it was just prior
To the immediate future
Was the present
Which was your own face
Growing increasingly exasperated
Struggling with the futility of the Thundercat condition
The nocturnal notion
Your nemesis is ever-living
So he can just…
Wait
He called the Samaritans once
“Snarf, snarf!”
Never again
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